baby let me know if you read this okay sweet
i feel so fucking weak and you need me to be strong
im sitting here shaking and I cant control this and what the fuck is wrong with me
the only way I can deal with anything anymore is through a copious amount of any substance, whatever I can get
fucking help me please
Christians this 4/20 be like
i feel so distant; from everyone but mostly from myself
i constantly space out and just end up staring into the distance with really not that much thought stuff going on
Have you ever met someone
And theyre so fucking perfect in everyway.
And maybe they arent perfect to everybody, but to you theyre just absolutely amazing.
The way they laugh and smile and talk and think and look and just everything about them and everything they do just keeps amazing you.
Look at the stars: the majority of them are dead.
Stars are just like us; they’re born, they live, and they die.
But without them, the sky would only be a black expanse with no end, or awe, or wonder.
fucking christ do I feel alone rn